Before and noW..

It was a very long time ago.......
While the birds sing cheerfully in the beautiful morning's sky
And I wake up to another wonderful day
Full with joy,happiness,laughter
Being with all my wonderful friends
But that was a very long time ago

Now...................
Every day when I get up
All I hear is the stillness in my dark bedroom
My day starts with SORROW,SADNESSand LONELINESS
once moreFull with tears,anger and hate
Stuck in the darkest corner
With no friendsJust alone....

A Long Time AgoAfter School..............
I arrive home with a bunch of friends
After finishing our homework
We go out and play We had fun We had joy
We shared our secrets among each other
And helped each other with our problems

But Now....................
Reaching home with tears in my eyes
When I close my bedroom door
The tears won't stop rolling down my cheeks
Hurt,Sad and LonelyHatred and Loneliness is all I feel
Others are out playing happily
While I'm stuck in my bedroom
Crying for hours
But no one cares

What did I do wrong???
What did I do in the past???
I wanna know why....
just so lonelyI have no friends
I am being hated
People talk behind my back ALL THE TIME
I can't help feeling ALONE
:'(I want my normal life back..:'(