Whats Wrong with my classmates?

What is wrong with my classmates???

All they do is:

-Blame me
-Bully me
-Hate me
-Make fun of me
-Say things behind my back
-Make me feel like I don't belong in this school
-Make things look like my fault
-Make my life miserable
-Use me
-Pretend to be my friends
-Never listen to me but want me to listen to them
-Make me feel like I'm USELESS
-Won't be my friends
-Give me MORE and MORE loneliness
-Hurt my feelings
-Telling me I don't fit in with them 'Chinese'
-Making me feel bad about EVERYTHING

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I just feel so alone,so left out,so forgotten...It's like I'm an INVISIBLE person...

:'( I have no friends...

:'(The only friends I have are the teachers...

:'( The only person who would listen to my thoughts is my teacher..

:'(Why???

:'(What is wrong with me???

I'm trying my best!!:'(

:'(Why won't they understand???

:'(I try my best to fit in,to be a better person...

:'(But they won't let me try...

:'(I'm not different from them..

:'(I'm just a mixed-blood...

:'(I'm not an alien...

:'(I'm not a Scottish,British or English...

:'(I'm a Malaysian like all of them..

:'(But they just won't believe it...:'(
:'(They blame me for EVERYTHING..

:'(They think everything is MY FAULT...

:'(Every one has their mistakes and faults in life..

:'(No one is perfect in this world...

:'(But they don't have to do this to me!!:'(

:'(Alone in the dark..

.:'(With hatred all around me..

:''(I want friends..

:'( I wished i knew WHY people HATE me

:'(I wanna know why...

:'(I cry every night because of all these thoughts...

:'(

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