Sad Day...

i thought my sorrow will leave soon... i can no longer hold inside...
the pain is getting deeper and deeper...

why doesnt my family care about me?
is it because that i'm not their real daughter...
is it my fault?
everything is my fault to them..
how i wish i was never born..
how i wish that i can be loved by my mum and dad...
why does god have to treat me like this?

i wanna leave this house... i wanna leave this family... i wanna leave this town... i wanna leave this city... i wanna leave this country..
and i don ever wanna come back,,, i wanna be far away from here... forever!

one day i'll leave... i will certainly leave... and never come back..
they can act as i never appeared in their life..
i never existed...

i'm just an orphan... no one cares or love me..
this is my faith..
i'm born to feel this pain... i'm born to suffer..

why doesn't anyone understand me?
why doesn't anyone care for me?
i'm really hurt inside... and i need a fren to comfort me..
this pain is my heart is increasing each and everyday...

how i wish i can have someone beside me tat truely understand me... i wan an understanding fren, or foster sis or bro... please? is there anyone out there tat understand how i really feel inside?

SmileGirl1988@hotmail.com (msn) find me if u wanna be...